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Saturday Nov, 26th, 2011 @ 10:30am is when Cess blabbered this...
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Dare to speak your mind?
 
ǝןdoǝd dnsʇɐɥʍ   
Saturday Mar, 27th, 2010 @ 2:14pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: sore
˙ƃuıop sı ǝuoʎɹǝʌǝ ʍoɥ ǝǝs ı ǝɹnƃıɟ ı os ǝɯıʇ ƃuoן ʎןןɐǝɹ ɐ uı ǝɹǝɥ uı ʎɹʇuǝ uɐ pǝdʎʇ ʇ,uǝʌɐɥ ˙ǝןdoǝd dnsʇɐɥʍ
 
     
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This song is so me   
Monday Nov, 30th, 2009 @ 8:17pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: rejected
Sometimes
by Matt Brouwer


Sometimes Im afraid of what I might not get to say
Sometimes I believe that everything is what it seems
And were just too scared too try
Do we have what it takes when hope and clarity melt away
To rise above our mistakes
If we dont know any other way
And were just too scared to try

When it feels like there is nothing left
It feels like this is as good as it gets
It feels that way sometimes
So lets take a second and catch our breath
And realize this isnt over yet
It just feels that way sometimes

Sometimes there can be so much more beyond what we see
Sometimes Im amazed how we see the world in different ways
And were just too scared to try

When it feels like there is nothing left
It feels like this is as good as it gets
It feels that way sometimes
So lets take a second and catch our breath
And realize this isnt over yet
It just feels that way sometimes

Sometimes Im afraid of what I might not get to say
And were just too scared to try
Yeah were just too scared to try

When it feels like there is nothing left
It feels like this is as good as it gets
It feels that way sometimes
So lets take a second and catch our breath
And realize this isnt over yet
It just feels that way sometimes
So lets take a second and catch our breath
And realize this isnt over yet
It just feels that way sometimes

http://vimeo.com/7716584


This song speaks to me like you wouldn't belive..... It discribes me a lot with the Fear and me being scared. I know God's voice but ya... I might listen.. but I need to follow more often and not dout or fear.
 
     
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I love it when I get to do rescearch for school thats related to the bible.......   
Tuesday Sep, 29th, 2009 @ 10:01am is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: artistic


Melissa Sc*****r
Intro 2 poetry

Poem Luke 11 by Richard Crashaw

Blessed be the paps which thou hast sucked.
Suppose he had been tabled at thy teats,
Thy hunger feels not what He eats;
He'll have his teat ere long (a bloody one),
The Mother then must suck the Son.
Richard Crashaw (1613?-1649)




Luke 11:27 (King James Version)

27And it came to pass, as he spake these things, a certain woman of the company lifted up her voice, and said unto him, Blessed is the womb that bare thee, and the paps which thou hast sucked.


Luke 11 (New Living Translation)

Jesus and the Prince of Demons
14 One day Jesus cast out a demon from a man who couldn’t speak, and when the demon was gone, the man began to speak. The crowds were amazed, 15 but some of them said, “No wonder he can cast out demons. He gets his power from Satan,[f] the prince of demons.” 16 Others, trying to test Jesus, demanded that he show them a miraculous sign from heaven to prove his authority.

17 He knew their thoughts, so he said, “Any kingdom divided by civil war is doomed. A family splintered by feuding will fall apart. 18 You say I am empowered by Satan. But if Satan is divided and fighting against himself, how can his kingdom survive? 19 And if I am empowered by Satan, what about your own exorcists? They cast out demons, too, so they will condemn you for what you have said. 20 But if I am casting out demons by the power of God,[g] then the Kingdom of God has arrived among you. 21 For when a strong man like Satan is fully armed and guards his palace, his possessions are safe—22 until someone even stronger attacks and overpowers him, strips him of his weapons, and carries off his belongings.

23 “Anyone who isn’t with me opposes me, and anyone who isn’t working with me is actually working against me.

24 “When an evil[h] spirit leaves a person, it goes into the desert, searching for rest. But when it finds none, it says, ‘I will return to the person I came from.’ 25 So it returns and finds that its former home is all swept and in order. 26 Then the spirit finds seven other spirits more evil than itself, and they all enter the person and live there. And so that person is worse off than before.”

27 As he was speaking, a woman in the crowd called out, “God bless your mother—the womb from which you came, and the breasts that nursed you!”

28 Jesus replied, “But even more blessed are all who hear the word of God and put it into practice.”


In Versus 27 & 28
the woman believes the mother is blessed to have given Christ life, however it is Christ who does blessing according to Jesus in the next line for even his mother must hear the word of God in order to be saved. Jesus also believes the people who hear the word are way more blessed then him.



Suppose he had been tabled at thy teats,
Thy hunger feels not what He eats;
He'll have his teat ere long (a bloody one),
The Mother then must suck the Son.
Richard Crashaw (1613?-1649)

I believe he is referring to someone that doesn't know the word of God in the 1st three lines. Suppose he had been at the table and received Christ spirit, Line 2: he feels hunger for the lord but he doesn't eat. He will believe in God and he will be filled with the Lords spirit. For even the Mother must be saved (know God) though Christ the son.
 
     
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my life on crazy   
Friday Aug, 14th, 2009 @ 1:46pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: disappointed
On August 7th I got a register letter from GM headcourters that I got a job in there Yauipsina plant. At 1st I was shocked and worried because I didn't know where exactly it was located so I pulled out a map and noticed that it is only a 20 min drive from dearbon give or take... and then I was like SWEET this will work out perfict!!! I can't belive God has blessed me this much to just move my job to another location so I can keep it and go to school.  However disaponitly on Firday when I went to find out more information on this job I found out that the letter had been sent to me by mistake along with 24 other 2 teir employments. BLAH and on MOnday I got this letter. However on Tuesday I got a call from ponatic saying I"m being called back to work.  Which has left me will NO summer break.  Yes they are closing the plant in a year, however I probably will be working there on and off until they finaly close the plant. BLAH.  So now I'm in the mad rush of swtiching my classes to night classes and droping the math class I really wanted to take at cennter and swtiching it to a professior I have never heard of.  BLAH. Ya kinda does suck doesn't it? Never the less in December I will be moving closer to UofM and now looking for aparments close to there however I have no time to do this.... so if anyone has any ideas or knows of anyone who needs a roomate down in that area that would be great.  This next semster should be intersting with work and taking classes in warren On mondays and wednesdays I will be runing around so much I won't be able to breathe I bet.... with work from 6am-2:30pm then Cal from 4pm-6pm and potey class from 3to9:30.   Ya so this should be an intersting semster, I have no clue how I am going to find time to apply for scholarships (cuz I'm short money I need for UofM) and find a place to live... I really wish I would have got atlest a b+ if not a A in that class I would have had enough money to pay for my winter classes at UofM BLAH BLAH BLAH.... why in the world am I trying to be smart when I am ovously not.
 
     
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Tuesday Aug, 4th, 2009 @ 11:49am is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: content
Hear this song a Billion times on the radio
but never took the time out of my busy day to accualy listen to the words
its funny how when you do stop and listen
it changes everything.........


made You promises a thousand times
I tried to hear from Heaven
But I talked the whole time
I think I made You too small
I never feared You at all No
If You touched my face would I know You?
Looked into my eyes could I behold You?
(CHORUS)
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?
I guess I thought that I had figured You out
I knew all the stories and I learned to talk about
How You were might to save
Those were only empty words on a page
Then I caught a glimpse of who You might be
The slightest hint of You brought me down to my knees
(CHORUS)
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?
(CHORUS 2)
What do I know of Holy?
What do I know of wounds that will heal my shame?
And a God who gave life it's name?
What do I know of Holy?
Of the One who the angels praise?
All creation knows Your name
On earth and heaven above
What do I know of this love?
(CHORUS)
What do I know of You
Who spoke me into motion?
Where have I even stood
But the shore along Your ocean?
Are You fire? Are You fury?
Are You sacred? Are You beautiful?
What do I know? What do I know of Holy?
What do I know of Holy?
What do I know of Holy?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8fSjtPLuBQ
 
 
     
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love this song.   
Monday Jul, 6th, 2009 @ 4:23pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
John Daiz "More Beauiful You"
Little girl fourteen flipping through a magazine
Says she wants to look that way
But her hair isn’t straight her body isn’t fake
And she’s always felt overweight

Well little girl fourteen I wish that you could see
That beauty is within your heart
And you were made with such care your skin your body and your hair
Are perfect just the way they are

There could never be a more beautiful you
Don’t buy the lies disguises and hoops they make you jump through
You were made to fill a purpose that only you could do
So there could never be a more beautiful you

Little girl twenty-one the things that you’ve already done
Anything to get ahead
And you say you’ve got a man but he’s got another plan
Only wants what you will do instead

Well little girl twenty-one you never thought that this would come
You starve yourself to play the part
But I can promise you there’s a man whose love is true
And he’ll treat you like the jewel you are

So turn around you’re not too far
To back away be who you are
To change your path go another way
It’s not too late you can be saved
If you feel depressed with past regrets
The shameful nights hope to forget
Can disappear they can all be washed away
By the one who’s strong can right your wrongs
Can rid your fears dry all your tears
And change the way you look at this big world
He will take your dark distorted view
And with His light He will show you truth
And again you’ll see through the eyes of a little girl
 
     
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update   
Tuesday Jun, 16th, 2009 @ 11:03am is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: calm

Ya I tottaly haven't read/post in here in a LONG time.  Just facebooked and thats about it.   
I can't wait till I start U0fM..... lol I still have a year but I'm so sick of mcc....
No class till july 6th ...this should be fun. :-P

 
     
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as the page turns   
Sunday May, 3rd, 2009 @ 10:38pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: happy
ya sorry I haven't read entrys..or updated... or done anything on facebook myspace and junk just so busy I can't keep up with anything it seems 2 more weeks... 2 more weeks till this semster is DONE can't wait!!!!!!!!
 
 
     
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star   
Monday Mar, 30th, 2009 @ 4:15pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: crazy


I should be studying but I decided to give it up for lent.

My eyes have seemed to turned into stars
and I'm staring into the space
around them getting lost in time.
focused on the complications of life
and forgetting how to do simple things
like breathing... sleeping....
taking in food
as if it will kill the pain
is this really what God planed for me in life?
All I want is to be his servant
But if you asked me questions I'll get nervous
and get lossed on the path
or maybe its just because I'm running down it so fast
I've lost track of the days
and its been too long since I took my 7th day
.. as a day of rest
I've haven't stopped moving
yet so far behind...

I've forgot what it is like to be bored
and forgotten how to ever relax
I miss those days
seems so much time has passed since then...

ok ya all I ever seem to do is ramble on this thing
and congrats to you who have read all this...
now go on enjoy the day
those precious moments
and quit reading my nothing ness.

 
     
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Friday Mar, 27th, 2009 @ 2:40am is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: cheerful
Careless, I am reckless
I'm a wrong-way-travelin'-slowly-unraveling shell of a man
Burnt out, I'm so numb now
That the fire's just an ember way down in the corner of my cold, cold heart

Lord, this time I'll make it right, here at the altar I lay my life
Your kingdom come but my will was done, my heart is broken as I...

Cry, like so many times before
But my eyes are dry before I leave the floor, oh Lord
I try but this time, Jesus, how can I be sure I will not lose my follow through
Between the altar and the door

Here at the altar, oh my world so black and white
How could I ever falter
What You've shown me to be right

I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard

Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me
Jesus, I'm trying so hard to stop trying so hard
Just let You be who You are
Lord, who You are in me

Oh Lord, I





Um ya... heard this song today when I borrowed my bosses I-pod for the day.   I dunno if its just the grace of God blessing me so much lately or me just noticing it more and being more thankful but I feel spoiled.  I seriously feel like God is spoiling me.  I'm extremely enjoying it and thankful... just shocked. ya know? like I have SOO much to be thankful for I'm not saying I don't have hardships right now but there farther to come by then what I've been blessed by.  I have a job...and I"m geting overtime to... There I have a CHRISTIAN boss..(VERY VERY rare in gm factory) got into UofM.. I have a place to live... I have great frenids I dunno its crazy I could take time to listen every detail but I won't... I just feel bad though cuz so many are without jobs and like I try and help... but like I can't afford to really... since I JUST got back and I dunno... ya know trying to make up for the months I didn't work? arg
I am thankful though...just wish more blessins on other people strugglin  like God has blessed me latly ....


 
     
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to the nights of armor   
Sunday Mar, 15th, 2009 @ 6:33pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
This goes out there to any guy that always no matter what always acts like a true gentlemen.  Opening doors... jumping in front of cars... the one who treat girls like princesses... even though the girls might never act like princesses back.  These few guys I truely just belive, wish and hope  they end up happily ever after. I would list names... but it probably be best if I didn't... you know who you men are.  There are few men of this world like this anymore... and I truely do wish them to become truely happy ever after... and I'm really am sorry.. for the jerk I've been in the past to anyone like this.  It was mostly pride... from a deep rooted fear... and I will NEVER hide it behind my shyness ever again.  I am truly truly sorry.   This has happen WAY to many times.. and I've caused way to much unnecessary hurt and I've got to be a better person and stop being such a jerk.  Anyways my ponit being ... To these Men who are like this: please never ever let your heart get hurt... so that you stop being a knight in shining armor.  And if it does hurt your heart  please don't let it change who you are... no girl deserves that type of glory.  What it takes to win a girl takes ALOT of time and patience...and men however can seem to fall head over feet over night.   It sucks how mean and cruel the world can screw people up...  like for example: how frogs who are spost to turn into princes insted turn into dogs who ring a dinner bell for fresh meat with the whistle of there lips...  its no wonder why women have felt the need to pull away and become independent... and slam doors into faces of gentlemen who open up doors for ladys... there just scared ...and hurt..... and ya..... anyways....I'm trying to be different and honest. ya maybe I really should just become a nun... and spend my life praying for guys... the ones i've hurt...and evil ones would need to see the light....  

anyways to the ladys who read this make sure to encourage to all the knightsofarmor out there and to the men out there then are knightsofarmor...thank you . 
 
     
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amazing what can happen in a week!   
Sunday Mar, 15th, 2009 @ 6:18pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: accomplished
Guess what.....
I got accepted into the Unveristy of MICHIGAN!!!!

oh ya!!! booo ya!
LOL its crazy to think that as I was growing up people would be like which do you like better michigan state or UofM and I always said "I like state better because I NEVER be smart enough to get into UofM even though it is the better school." and now look at me.

so not only did I get back my job at GM and geting 48 hour work weeks I GOT INTO UofM dearborn!!! So ya as of the fallish I should be moving out there. I probably move somewhere between there and work in rochester. I have a frenid who has a place in southfield that also might be a option on where to live.. all I gotta said is I'll be VERY sad if no one vistes me out there.
 
     
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got my job back   
Wednesday Mar, 4th, 2009 @ 4:40pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: excited
dude... I got my job back....

only problem now I gots no time to focus on chem.....
Lol I just hope I pass....
 
     
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um ya....I dunno   
Tuesday Mar, 3rd, 2009 @ 3:43pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: blah
Dude....

is it the weekend yet!?!?!

Common already!
 
     
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happy vanintime day everyone!!!   
Saturday Feb, 14th, 2009 @ 5:57am is when Cess blabbered this...
  happy Valentine day everyone!!!  
     
Dare to speak your mind?
 
Everyone in the world is strange!   
Wednesday Feb, 11th, 2009 @ 4:21pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: annoyed
When everything comes crashin down around you
do you fall down too?
If you do happen to fall....
Are you able to to pick yourself up again?
 
     
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um ya   
Tuesday Jan, 27th, 2009 @ 9:20pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: crazy
ya that was dumb of me..
however what is done is done...
I wanted to be done with school... ya but that was just DUMB. 
never try and take 19 credits..... and work.... full time
DUMB!!!!!!

You people should come to my partys... (red!!!!) lol

call the cell for more info
 
     
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Sunday Jan, 4th, 2009 @ 4:09pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: happy
I got my baby back!!!!!!!!

Such high matince baby....
however still love my baby to death and miss my baby!!!
 
     
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PARTY   
Saturday Dec, 27th, 2008 @ 5:29pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: crazy
party at my house this saturday.....
you should be there!

Call cell for mo info or  directions
586 306  0900
 
     
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blah   
Monday Dec, 15th, 2008 @ 9:03pm is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: frustrated
15 bucks for a book I payed 77 bucks for~!?~?~?~
Screw you macomb book store, I'll get more for it on half.com..... SO BLAH!

A in econ
2 more exams to go.....
 
     
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Friday Nov, 21st, 2008 @ 8:27am is when Cess blabbered this...
 
mood: blah
ya... I'm realizing

I have ALOT of growing up to do

no matter how much I seem to kick and scream... and don't want to... it seems to be happening...

I guess its for the best right?
 
     
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